12:29

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be bad, be mine.
three, two, one. start.
どっちかっていうか、
素晴らしい人生へ。

@темы: in all its grandeur

05:25

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be bad, be mine.
per aspera ad astra?
i still can not comprehend, why on earth i am still here?..
habits are our worst enemies. eventually, we do have to cut.

cut, baby. cut hard.

@темы: our morbidly pleasant place

be bad, be mine.
and here goes me, the queen of hearts. (www)
through the ratification might we find peace and satisfaction.
indeed, there is a slightest difference in the words, we use.
but i would have been that much selfish, craving for eternal
i love you instead of i want to do you. wait, hence?
we are some hundreds years older, yet doing all just the same.

i can hear your thoughts.
there will be time for another confessions once. maybe.

for now, chaotically in and out of this essence will do the drill.
...
sometimes, it is all coming all to my face and i can not
stop laughing. just because it feels that abnormously good.
surely.

@темы: refined cruelty, in all its grandeur, before sunrise

12:20

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be bad, be mine.
а у меня есть tiramisu, и мне чертовски happy.
это так, on the borders.

they say, we are all acting chaotically, being in love.
might i resume, loving one over and over again is just.
evolving, yes. hate, love, love, hate, love, bondages.)

@темы: in all its grandeur, our morbidly pleasant place

12:16

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be bad, be mine.
might i tattoo on my back something other than your name,
it would be something like m.. you know.

integrity. it takes you soon.

w.

adhering to you?

@темы: refined cruelty, aiseru, in all its grandeur

be bad, be mine.
i mean, no offense or bittersweet irony.
some things are just better left unsaid.
some things are just better left untouched,
because they are more comfortable that way.

once healed, it will never hurt again. anymore.

the were times, i was some hundreds years young
and often let my emotions in the way, so humanly.)
now i am letting them in my way in a more pragmatic
and cynical way.

who am i to step on my own wealth?
i have rules to maintain and rule to keep.
kind of busy right now.

nothing cures better than one perfect sex, once failed.
might it be once in a lifetime, the healing process took place.

i know, i am selfish. i am unkind.
...
were i getting serious about this dexfection,
we would have already burned this place down with you, m?
talking about fireworks, fireflies and fire-something venicles.

@темы: our morbidly pleasant place, before sunrise

be bad, be mine.
もっと長い間愛してくれませんでしょうかぁぁぁ?



☆^-~☆

@темы: before sunrise

be bad, be mine.
思ったけど、
やってると付き合ってるって何が違うの?w
別に、気持ちを入れてないわけじゃないし。
手を繋ぐときは、心を籠めてるの?・・
分かれのキスをするとき、心を籠めてるの?

だが思ったけど、
この最高の人生ってさ。

いいセックス、いい食べ物とお金があれば、十分。
気づいてる?

いい愛情とは言ってないし。愛情は特にいらん☆
好きだけどね。

@темы: before sunrise

21:43

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be bad, be mine.
for better or worse, everything was set into motion.

@темы: before sunrise

be bad, be mine.
eventually, all our scars heal.
but do they heal incredibly faster,
being taken care of by the one,
they have been caused from.

carve your name into my arm.
there is nothing here, but what here is mine.


i have been waiting a whole etermity for yesterday.
those dreams won`t hunt me down anymore. ever.
yes, yesterday was special.

complete absorbation, which actually makes you whole.
there has been a day, you broke me down to pieces. but.
i will forgive you that, because of you i am whole again.)
...
и где-то хлопнет дверь
и дрогнут провода.
привет, мы будем счастливы теперь
и навсегда.


@темы: refined cruelty, aiseru, before sunrise

be bad, be mine.
if i would have to mark something before the line, i would this day.
because all my hesitations, delusions about myself and agonies -
they just all flowed into one simple, sacred and as old as us action.
blending.

thank you. always. yours.

@темы: refined cruelty, those, who obtained the first sunrise, before sunrise

11:34

be bad, be mine.
今までどんだけ我慢してたよ?
今回で本当に終わらせよーか。
嫌いなものは実に嫌いだ。
合わないものは合わないだ。

仕事すごーくしたい。ずっと。
愛情は最初からいらないだ。

日本語の理解出来ます?

@темы: our morbidly pleasant place

05:43

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be bad, be mine.
когда-то я может быть стала бы плакать и причитать.
сейчас мне все равно. うちは、今から幸せに絶対になるから。

@темы: in all its grandeur

09:58

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be bad, be mine.
be bad, be mine.

@темы: before sunrise

be bad, be mine.
where there is desire
there is gonna be a flame,
where there is a flame
someone's bound to get burned.
but just because it burns
doesn't mean you're gonna die,
you've gotta get up and try try try.


@темы: refined cruelty, aiseru, before sunrise

07:24

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be bad, be mine.
yet, yesterday i have been watching over our morbid city from Rainbow bridge.
and thought, in the very end no matter where you go and where you end up,
the home is where your heart is. and it is so excessively great to be at home.

30 000 000 people.
but sometimes it is just so small and comfortable.

@темы: our morbidly pleasant place, before sunrise

07:18

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be bad, be mine.
なぜか知らんがエピの前に一周の間に結婚式あるかどうかって聞かれた。
ないけど。(笑)

@темы: in all its grandeur

09:51

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be bad, be mine.
though, the point was

yups, i am going to my adorable Kansai in june, just near my birthday.
from myself to myself, dear little ish present. honestly, if not me then who?

:D

@темы: dreams, we're dreaming, our morbidly pleasant place

09:49

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be bad, be mine.
ах, покупать билеты до Осаки на двоих - это так романтично.
вот чего-чего во мне наверное нет и никогда не будет уже -
это money issues. не потому что, а просто потому что мне не
слишком важно сколько стоит ransom in dimes or diamonds.
сколько весят камни в doubled crowns. сколько будет нулей.
мне вчера предложили купить самолет, а я с радостью вычту
из своей красивой черной карточки двадцать тысяч на билеты.

вот чего-чего во мне наверное нет, если и когда-то было -
the art of being dependent of your lovers (lover`s dimes?) or/and
the art of being catchy.

i would rather care about teddy bear as a present, then a castle.
...
did not i tell you about our little issues?
for the record.

@темы: aiseru, our morbidly pleasant place, before sunrise

06:37

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be bad, be mine.
i think, we all do have our little issues. middle issues. big issues.
there is a thousand ways of letting it out or letting it go sometimes.
sometimes, not.

i would say, i`d rather not being in a changed state of mind, other
than my precious self. a charmly drunk queen before sunrise is so
probably festive, though :) tell me.

i might find my ways for deflection.
i might change names sometimes.
i might circle rounds in agony. w

but you know,
i think, we all do have our little issues.

@темы: orange maddening sun, our morbidly pleasant place, before sunrise