01:13

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be bad, be mine.
じょうねつ。
新しいお気に入りの言葉~

by the way,
almost forgot how i deeply love Janne.

@темы: in all its grandeur

be bad, be mine.
Dip him in the river who loves water.

unspeakably adore him.

@темы: in all its grandeur

12:16

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be bad, be mine.
i have been always worst at chemistry. hated it excessively.
would have wanted someone tell me, fur goes green at sun.(
painting back in black camel. rabbit, rabbit, go camel!

again.

@темы: our morbidly pleasant place

12:08

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be bad, be mine.
the autumn trees in my garden smell of the apricots.
i keep on doing cleansing apart of my ever laziness.
calmness and love make me a hamster sometimes.
there is always a black huge fridge, full of little destinies.)

charming?
aye.

@темы: embracing the heart, in all its grandeur, our morbidly pleasant place, the house at the end of the world

13:41

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be bad, be mine.
as i proceed, in my fleeting i am and tend to be utterly stable.
that is awesome, how a moment of promised eternity can heal.
so much twisted relations to endeavor and yet, in the end of a day.

every day is ururu.

@музыка: abc *1/3の純情の感情*

@темы: refined cruelty, embracing the heart

11:51

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be bad, be mine.
crossroads love.

@темы: aiseru, breaking through

09:39

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be bad, be mine.
bought myself a huge mink stole.
nothing could make me happier.)

@темы: in all its grandeur

14:25

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be bad, be mine.
talking to Francesca, i probably realized why.
you should never ask me for those love advices.
my legendary love is honestly, overwhelmed.
heavy as damn ammunition :O

erm, might those be years, that win over? :D

@темы: refined cruelty, breaking through

13:46

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be bad, be mine.
it is amazing, how many dreams you can make true in one year.
Okinawa in Christmas, aw. it might have been as well Bali, Saipan,
Hawaii, Macau or Guam. but in the very end i would prefer only that.
the beauty of southern skies.

thrilling.
temperature of +23 sounds just as right.

@темы: dreams, we're dreaming

be bad, be mine.
the autumn is already here,
October is flashing with colored leaves and monblanc cakes.
so i always try to find a moment to treat myself with a small one.)

among the other things i am doing in the autumn mornings -
writing letters and sending out beautiful autumn postcards.
enjoying new episodes of VD and others, enjoying my PS3.
that child in me seems to never give up on the magic of RPG.
and strategy, of course. have been slaughtering enemies since 8.

going to chat about sentimental with my estetician, making masks.
spending my black credit card as far as i can only imagine. further.
swimming my heart in the pool, jogging around the nicest park nearby.
with everlasting tremendous Bon Jovi show from Prague on 24/06/13.
as far as he is to appear in Tokyo Dome in December, i am pretty much
sure to go to see with my own eyes.

that is what the water made me, initially.

and night with no doubt is for work, embraces and love.
...
there is no need to linger about anything anymore.

@темы: dreams, we're dreaming, our morbidly pleasant place, the house at the end of the world

10:49

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be bad, be mine.
there had to be a post about how i adore harry winston.

Je suis amoureuse de toi, R.

@темы: before sunrise, breaking through

be bad, be mine.
i would not possibly explain,
why the dearest timing is to spend my morning hours,
in the local department store, sipping favourite coffee,
watching people, wearing my hoodie and glancing at
my favorite fashion journals.

i mean, there is always time for diamonds and crowns,
i have roses, blooming in my garden in this early autumn.
but sometimes it is just that nice to make everything simple.

like someone dearest reminds me,

believe in yourself and all that you are.
know that there is something inside you,
that is greater than any obstacle.


i mean, it is impossible how wretched i am.
and yet, somehow i feel so much harmonized.
balanced.
loved.

@темы: dreams, we're dreaming, our morbidly pleasant place, house at the end of the world

09:37

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be bad, be mine.
but on Wednesday in a cafe
i watched it begin again.


i almost cried, honestly.

@темы: aiseru, before sunrise, house at the end of the world, breaking through

be bad, be mine.
there is nothing better than giving away a couple of days
to wander through the sea of trees in Aokigahara forests,
drink the beautiful mountain lake water and feed swans.
lying down all your stress in lavender hot springs and,
dedicate your heart to the nature along with that kind of love.
slow, light and embracing like the shining of blue dragon`s
stones on your hand.

perfect.

@темы: aiseru, dreams, we're dreaming, our morbidly pleasant place

01:53

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be bad, be mine.
alas, for it queen does not mean supreme,
no matter what the definition of perfection is.
in my life, despite of my current or past status
i always aimed for the utmost goal - to be myself.
to find that simple equation, where A is B, that all.

my work can not be perfect,
but i love it utterly and never aimed for a career stairs.
no matter how much money i can be offered as bonus.

my lovers can not be perfect,
for better or worse, but none of them are awesome ones.
and i love them for this, and i enjoy those disadvantages.

my socializing can not be perfect to a degree.

but i would never appear as a perfection or even worse,
as someone, others would have decided me to be.

i loved to rebel and disobey, i loved to make a differ as well.
nothing would ever take it from me, whatever Porshes could
shine.

heart. would not. lie.
i would never aim for a success if it costs me integrity. m?
...
i love my French studies to await, wednesday mornings
and soy coffee latte. probably, in the very and very end,
i can not be possibly bought even with a highest price.

@темы: raving all around, our morbidly pleasant place, house on the end of the world

01:00

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be bad, be mine.
Friday the 13th was that much warm and comfortable.
as only the place, i put my heart in, could actually live.)
...
reviewing Lost.

might it be not 1000 times and one time only.
the choice will still be the same. neglecting,
the scars on my body, the scars in my heart.
you could not imagine, how much i am able
not to forgive, but to let it slide, when it comes
to you.

i will be loving many of them,
bu it will always be only. you.

i would call myself loyal in a definite way.
determined. devoted, even. to a degree.

@темы: before sunrise, house at the end of the world

08:27

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be bad, be mine.
found in my old office *Shadows in Paradise*.
suddenly. oO

@темы: northern lights

01:21

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be bad, be mine.
i am a time lord, i can obtain everything!)
i mean, really?
...
pool, massage, nails, shopping, work.
Friday.

i still think, working from 10 a.m is not worthy
of all the gold in the world. probably, give it a try
anyway.

@темы: our morbidly pleasant place, joyful days

01:09

~charming!)

be bad, be mine.
12.09.2013 в 20:44
Пишет  .Ju Whynot.:

.Giveaway из Болгарии: разноцветный, сладкий, приятно пахнущий


Кто-то придумал привозить из поездок подарки и разыгрывать их. Мне эта идея пришлась по вкусу.
Я решила, что непременно привезу из своего следующего путешествия штуки, которые отправятся к кому-то из читателей этого дневника.
И вот я вернулась из солнечного Созополя и устраиваю розыгрыш.

Разыгрывается один подарок, который состоит из всего того, что я так люблю:

- сладкое. Две шоколадки: с мятной и начинкой со вкусом тирамису
- штуки для ванной. Обалденно пахнущий гель для душа "Дыня и абрикос" и набор мыла "лаванда и.." (роза, иланг-иланг, овёс)
- ужасно милая керамическая такса из любимого мной хэнд-мэйд магазинчика в Старом городе..

..отправятся к кому-то из вас. Кому - станет известно вечером 20 сентября с помощью генератора случайных чисел.
После чего подарок будет упакован в синюю почтовую коробку и будет отправлен!




Что нужно, чтобы участвовать в розыгрыше и получить подарок:

* Сделать перепост этой записи в открытом для меня доступе в своем дайрике, который должен быть виден до конца розыгрыша.
** Оставить ссылку на перепост в комментариях к данной записи и получить от меня номер для розыгрыша.
*** 20 сентября состоится розыгрыш, после чего посылка отправится в любую точку земного шара!

Удачи!


URL записи

@темы: embracing the heart

12:44

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be bad, be mine.
HR-management got to my bones, eventually.
i mean, we write psychology with 心理 - as the knowledge
of general principles of heart, knowing how the heart moves.
i mastered the people`s souls long ago, there is not much
to learn. there is more in learning about masks and reflection.
not just roll people around, but see right through their hearts.
for a nice monthly price, for it seems.

if i ever put it down in explanation,
they want me to read through and judge.
a little bit of gaming, lies and temptation with.

suitable enough?
i mean, i have been taught once myself.
tis nothing different from what i am doing now.

talk, talk, talk.

@темы: in all its grandeur, our morbidly pleasant place, joyful days