среда, 13 ноября 2013
13:24

.以前との違いにつきましてー。

be bad, be mine.
there were days, you kindly offered me a duchy.
but i did not want it, because it would take me my integrity.
and then the time passed, they kept saying it is such a waste.
but i did not want a duchy anymore. i wanted the kingdom.

and a little bit later, the whole world.

probably, it is not even about gaining, love.
but the ultimate power would have never made me whole again.
you do. i do.
...
later this month, yoga and ballet and swimming again.
...
sometimes they say, i lack a heart bit.
assuming the fact that, i am sure it is not that much of a disaster.
every one of us needs to lack a heart sometimes to stay where
we stay.

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понедельник, 11 ноября 2013
14:06

~is this even irrelevant?

be bad, be mine.
it seems, we already managed all our wars.
and yet, sometimes i keep dreaming that we don`t.
you were born November, and i do not know why,
it keeps scaling me that you are somehow better
of a water element, than I am.

is this even irrelevant?

i love you that much,
i would keep killing you over and over again.

forever.
...
there are days, i come to think that after all
it does not matter anymore if you will love me.
probably, one part of me is inspired by the legend that never ends.
probably, another part of me is just tired of chasing the already done.

let us just say, hell.
the scales will be balanced. from now and till the end of time.

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пятница, 08 ноября 2013
13:20

~孤独につきまして。

be bad, be mine.
ぐるぐる　ぐるぐる回り続けてる…

i have a definite unacceptance for the higher voices,
but my.
yasu is so excessively talented,
especially with words.
especially with covers.

the great amount of his softer ballads i do not like,
but some are that definitely morbid even i can not
help, but breath in.)
・・・
「意地悪・わがまま・短気で　気まぐれ・女ったらし」の
何処がそんなに好きだったのよ?　なぜ今でもこんなに好きなの?

因みに、うちも知らん！笑。

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четверг, 07 ноября 2013
12:08

~count up.

be bad, be mine.
counted up my outers and coats.
making the necessary limitations, it came to ten.
plus minus wanted list, it will come up to eighteen.

nice?
nice.

keep spending all the definite amount of my salary on clothes.
but again, i assume that you already picked it up from my instagram.

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06:18

.

be bad, be mine.
towards him, my love will always equal the hatred.
and probably, it would disappoint me to a fault,
to know that this balance is somehow ruined.

just like this, simply.
a genuine feeling is always a struggle and never - calmness.
otherwise it is not worth to be even fighting for with your breath.

night.
and i love him so.

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среда, 06 ноября 2013
13:22

~クリスマス今年もやって～くる！☆

be bad, be mine.


wanted!

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вторник, 05 ноября 2013
08:24

~三連休につきまして。

be bad, be mine.
as i promised myself, today i enchanted myself with William Turner.
adore him excessively for his utmost ambition to twilight everything possible.
that definite line, where emotions and sensitive flows into struggle and storm.
exciting ambition to be that romantic, where there is a war at hand.)

there are some mornings, that should always start with 梅お握り, coffee and bakery.
some Korean films, Remarque and probably, too much intimacy. `cos its autumn.
the air is filled with that definite scent, only Tokyo has. i somehow despise summer.
my favorite timing is from the latest October to the earliest March, freezing and fresh.

got myself wonderful new LM coat.
would have gotten myself even more adorable Loewe. but, m.
maybe, next time. now there are other defines at the priority of mine.

have you ever been tired of hearing every moment, that someone loves you?
like ever? like more than eternal? like whatsoever happens in between that?
sometimes, i come to think, i am tired of it. but to think of it, nope. we`ve come
far. and eventually there is how the things should have probably been held.

X-mas is coming.

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четверг, 31 октября 2013
14:01

.

be bad, be mine.
Тот, кто умеет только ненавидеть или только любить - завидно примитивен.

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среда, 30 октября 2013
13:36

~subtlety.

be bad, be mine.


やはり、た～まにはいいドレス買わんとね！☆
情熱ってきには。

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вторник, 29 октября 2013
09:58

.

be bad, be mine.
oh, today party was very nice.)
i started as a witch, and then wonderful red something
made me a vampire and it was quite cool actually too.
a lot of drinks, laughs, craziness. lovely lovely night it was.

and there is nothing better, than start a day with margarita.
pizza, not martini.

know, where your loyalty lies.
i would probably say, how detesting it is, but hey.
it is actually a right thing, someone even supports.
i mean, support support.

who needs it, anyway?

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воскресенье, 27 октября 2013
22:58

~coming back into red.

be bad, be mine.
i have to say, that i am detailed to a fault sometimes.
if i decided that i need a black skirt, a definite design
that came out from my head out of nothing, i will search.
probably from Prada to H&M, and surely into OIOI since
i am a member, but i will not sleep until the mission is
complete.

and the price really does not matter.
it can be 10 euro, 100 or 1000. but.
the imaginary design is all i look for.

that is why my shopping is always cheerful and stressful.)
...
another needy moments for this autumn is.. hot chocolate!
Segafredo
is one and only italian company here, i can trust my heart to.
no need to tell you, it is the next door from my work.

excellent. simply perfect.

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пятница, 25 октября 2013
09:06

！

be bad, be mine.
おまえの腕に抱かれて
愛の意味を取り戻せるのさ
傷ついてた胸に。

Am　F
G C　G　Am
F　G　G

adore him.
the bridge is wonderful too.

almost forgot, how amazing tis to understand the harmony.)

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среда, 23 октября 2013
10:40

~for the record.

be bad, be mine.
i was pretty much raised in Yokohama,
but speaking about my hometowns, p.e.
Hokkaido will be always number two in list.
my heart is inevitably taken by south Namba.

<3.

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09:39

.

be bad, be mine.
sometimes it is nice to keep records, you know.
and i am happy to be very detailed, when it comes to my salary.
suddenly knowing the fact, you have been taken about 60000,
feels nice in a definite way. i am not a fan of going to courts, yet.
my money are coming back and i am going to buy mouton with them.)

i do not hate my work, i like working.
but even if i can forgive and slide a couple hundreds thousands,
60000 is a little bit overdoing. hence, not needing for forgiveness.

there are ones to deceive and there are ones to be deceived.
but in my case, it comes around in a hundred amount.
復讐？ it takes me soon. the tragedy of revenge is so simple.)

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08:11

~closer, come closer.

be bad, be mine.
the day before yesterday, the wonderful police stopped me for the first time in my life.
it was four in the morning, i was happily branching the streets of morning Shibuya,
with my adorable 京介氷室 in my headphones, thinking about current affairs,so simply
getting home from work along the side, where i used to live long before and suddenly! :D
i do not know, what they imagined to read in my documents except something like Q.E.D,
but it was kind of cute, how they implied to keep my coffee while i was searching.

and another miracle, we happen to have calvados at work.
that awful mixture, that Remark was always drinking in the Ark of Triumph, one of my favs.
i can not drink that potion, but i do admit - it smells of apples, and it is autumn time now.)

died my hair silver again.

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понедельник, 21 октября 2013
10:55

~悩み～。

be bad, be mine.
my adorable ムートン is worth approx. 100000 yen.
my black credit card is (always) dead before deadline.
the problem, that eats me out - would my credit company
let me slide on this one more time?

please, it is before X-mas!

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09:36

.

be bad, be mine.
this week i work six (next week - seven) days a week,
and multiply my gold to its limitless limit, eventually.)
next month looking forward to flying to my Osaka again.
because its autumn, and 紅葉, and i always miss 関西。

one awesome Australian guy told me last week, that
despite koala cuteness it often thinks of you as a tree
and make its claws work deep into you. i don`t know, but.
maybe i felt the resemblance :D

thinking finally going abroad next year,
thinking between Tromso, Paris, China and San-Francisco.
bought us a wonderful new silver-wine colored blanket.
gonna do my nails, head and mood all pre-Samhain soon <3.

and since i am so into dualism,
drinking my favorite green tea. in this autumn.

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четверг, 17 октября 2013
11:39

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be bad, be mine.
it is the last half of October, i adore that much.
cuddling with my wonderful royal mink, coffee again.
for a long lost time, again watching Kim Ki Duk.
he is excessively genius. today it is Bad Guy.
as many of us, i might be a little bit prejudiced
against Korean people, but movies are such a candy.

apart from many of us, who learned the hardest way
through the masks, they do know how to show off.
feelings, angst, emotions in its whole. for them i love.
...
there is definitely some things, only beheading can cure.
again, there is almost nothing that make up sex could (not) save.
life is an amazing circulation, i tell you.

thus, i love my work and i love my personal rolecostars.)
以上。

enjoying buying new necklaces in between.

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вторник, 15 октября 2013
13:20

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be bad, be mine.
it is huge storming outside, so here is a whole new day for
love letters, texting, writing postcards while sipping coffee.
bathing with rose petals, masks, books, episodes and all.
still life, literally.

@музыка: have you loved me all along?

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воскресенье, 13 октября 2013
18:57

~autumness through love.

be bad, be mine.
making nice and warm charity,
choosing Samhain costumes,
drinking chestnut coffee with cakes,
walking through Gogh and divisionism in 国立新美術館。

holding hands,
autumn is my favorite time of the year.

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