суббота, 14 декабря 2013
06:40

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be bad, be mine.
always wanted to know personally, how Isabelle (m..?) in Dreamers felt.
in general, i am probably even happy that i could possibly go there with
someone, i actually trust. otherwise, it often ends as a huge huge mess.
so i have been told.

幸せだろうが、泣きそうだろうがよくわからんがなんどか安心ー。

yes, 13th of Friday was awesome.

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среда, 11 декабря 2013
10:23

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be bad, be mine.
誰も触れない二人だけの国。

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вторник, 10 декабря 2013
09:51

~keep me safe, love.(c)

be bad, be mine.
i always wanted to make a short list of some autumn meaning items.
hence, these are :

1) scarfs.
i have hundreds of them, adoring wrap them over myself.

2)over-kneel boots.
these i lack, so i am going to mega shopping next week,

3)chai (indian) and marron (chestnut) sweets.

4)raining gloomy weather makes myself a sleeper.

5)紅葉！and inevitable going to Osaka.

6)random coffee shops and bakeries with my scarf wrapping.

7)wine red, black and sapphire colors.

8)more of ruby, than emeralds.

9)a lot of blankets to wrap in.
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辛い時は、乗り越えるのだ。
結局には、理想なことが少ない。
頑張れ、baby。

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понедельник, 09 декабря 2013
12:17

~お礼。

be bad, be mine.
probably, i should pay my respects to my credit company.
it has a bad habit to cut my card in the most precious moments,
but nevertheless they never pressure me with deadlines and dates,
which i successfully overpass by a week or two almost always. :O
i have a bit habit also, to accidentally spend the amount of money,
prepared for credit payment long before the payment day is coming.
but they are such adorable. never pressure me with my conscience.

love.

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воскресенье, 08 декабря 2013
19:01

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be bad, be mine.
it might be hard to be lovers,
but it is harder to be friends.

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18:59

~GB, winter scent.

be bad, be mine.
i do not approve Starbucks very much,
but every year on Christmas holidays
Gingerbread Latte is just to die for, always!
could drink it every day now.

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пятница, 06 декабря 2013
10:21

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be bad, be mine.
again, in the end of the day
the advantage of your partner does not equal gold.
hence, just the assurance whether
he would sell you his soul or not.

and it feels astonishing if he did.

simple.

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10:15

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be bad, be mine.
winter in Tokyo is that much intact.
everything is just frozen in its very beauty.
+17, blooming roses and 紅葉 all at once.

i adore December.
...
i am 30000 short of cosmetics.
but, instead i am getting super micro viber pillow!
it is like in Hilton, just better and you can hug it.)

excited.
bedding in the most important part of the house.
i am not sure if you knew? :D

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четверг, 05 декабря 2013
12:06

.longing..

be bad, be mine.
wanna go north and forget all the world already.
winter holidays, two weeks left.

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понедельник, 02 декабря 2013
09:06

~S., for salvation.

be bad, be mine.
i can`t imagine the day, that i won`t love you.
you are bringing up the worst in me, that definite feeling,
when you have no hesitations to break the world apart.
you are bringing up the probably one reason to truly atone.

i can`t imagine the day, that i won`t hate you, for this also.
...
and just in the end of the day,
there is nothing excessively transcendental that can not be
make up through a definite action. give or take, 1000 years.

nothing changes.
when i am at war with a whole world, there is the only one,
i would somehow 受け入れる、no matter what is it on stage.
...
should i make my ballet shoes red?



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воскресенье, 24 ноября 2013
20:45

~Christmas mood on, devoted.

be bad, be mine.
the thing is it is almost Christmas at hand.
all of you probably know (how ironic..) that
during the year this is my favorite night along.

i adore this mood, illumination, tangerines, magic.
i can breath every second, i color up my house with
all the decorations, sparkling, snowflakes, warmth.
it touches you with wrapping presents, coffee in big
mugs, fragile glasses, filled with champagne and..

surely, it is time for sending out the cards. Cards.
those magical little things, that keep your heart fluffy.
and for every one in the world, that is probably the only
time to make all the ice melted and just enjoy the flow.

so, any of you who would love to get one from me - u-mail.)
i have a permanent address and would gladly share it with
those of you, who want to help the ice melting.

Joyeux Noel.



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15:45

.X-mas night~

be bad, be mine.
can`t wait to spend a huge amount of money on decorations.
this place is constantly over tensioned with illumination and all.
j`adore.

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четверг, 21 ноября 2013
13:30

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be bad, be mine.
there is still that much that i wanna do, considering next year.
go to Paris or New York, get my permanent residence at last,
improve my (not)outstanding french up to the decent level.)
buy a house, apparently (even though i consider moving out
once more time a nice idea), get a wonderful Scottish cat.

max out my credit card on clothing and interior as much as i can. ?

going to Osaka every season,
eating as much yammies as my stomach endures,
getting better at my ballet training all along and all.

i would add romance up to all of this,
but long from before it is not a matter already.
might it be, i cheer, might it be not i wont whip.
just because something like this is not to be broken,
just because somewhere within i am deeply loyal,
and if it does, it is not actually worth worrying, right?

i would never let myself adjust to another uncertainty.
c`est la vie.
...
John Steinbeck, East of Eden is to go!

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12:58

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be bad, be mine.
you told me, the winter and New Year scents of tangerines.
we never actually got to the point of feeding it with our hands,
but probably now we do.

i adore winter. i adore tangerines and Christmas lights.

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среда, 20 ноября 2013
08:02

～IT'S TOO LATE 後戻りのない。

be bad, be mine.
-愛してー
-ル。
-じゃ、いいでしょ？

新しいんやけど
人生はそんな甘いものじゃ！

笑。



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вторник, 19 ноября 2013
13:03

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be bad, be mine.
ベル様の仰せの通りにいたします。

i admit, at the point sometimes the switch
is going on and you just act as you are used to it.
...
probably, there will be always only one person,
who i would willingly surrender to every now and then.
probably, not.

hm.

i never learned how to type i miss you,
but what do you got if you ain`t got love?

いくら難しくても、あきらめん。

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07:36

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be bad, be mine.
ridiculous, this is when
the tickets back to our lovely northern hometown
are somehow near 120K before New Year holidays.
and it is like you are student again, taking buses to 青森。

no matter how steady the income is,
overpaying for the 50 min flight is just..
ridiculous!

aw, instead it got near 75. not bad, could have been worse.
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понедельник, 18 ноября 2013
12:48

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be bad, be mine.
je suis toujours amoureuse de lui.

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09:45

~そうさ、眩しくて。

be bad, be mine.
i often used to think,
it is so pathetic to use someones birthday as passwords.

and, yet.
...
after all these years and hatred,
my heart goes up and down just the same.)

情けないと思いながら、
幸せでと思いながらー・・

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четверг, 14 ноября 2013
11:11

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be bad, be mine.
苛めて苛めて苛め切れない！
誰が誰から習ったっていう事でー・・
せやな。

もっと勉強しよう！

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