@темы: in all its grandeur, crowned with snow, dreams, we're dreaming

i have his hands on my neck in a manner of killing.
(equal to sm foreplay, actually um.)
in a train. on evening, when it is めちゃ full of people.
one day we are gonna end up in police, i am sure.

i drank only カシスオレンジ・カシスグレープ、
gin tonic and plum wine *2 = 3 coctailes + 2.
the awesome fact is that bro drank nothing

oh la la how we are playing along.
people in that train did not like us at all :O
...
i adore my cousin, she suggested all the help about
the wedding and flowers. i mean, i still can not believe
i am going to wear a wedding kimono myself. honestly?

my adorable little sister returns from Europe next week.
and it is gonna be a long talking again. i love this sides.
i can talk out anything without taking into consideration.
no matter how unmoral it is.

central mansion in its whole memories letting me go.
i feel relieved.

Yuki takes me out to dinner soon. that is enjoyable.

bro is saying i will have problems, crying out my status loud.
=> even those who lead random lives are way too sensitive.
it is indescribably difficult to get yourself a free sex, being
married, i am taking that as it is. people are soooo きになる。
that is why to definite people i will not talk until i have to talk.
it is the same as at work. we take the status, we prefer to.
and live by that.
...
i got from russia 10 postcards *=*
and a heap of cards from New Year. yay yay yay! <3

@музыка: smiths cover by muse.

@темы: down to amalgamation, prince and princess, crowned with snow

aw, married indeed.
in the human terms, in the way we feel - it changed nothing *)
probably just the fact, i am three years closer to my passport.
in our terms, it meant the way to finally obtain my only name.
again, on paper. because the only thing that was meaning -
the fact of my acception. i was accepted pretty much easily.
bro is saying there is no way, i would have not. but やれやれ。
if i ended up not, we would have ended up without mansions.
without the right to be back to the central one once n forever.

that is not the highest price, but pretty much definite one.
because we are spending money like hell. knowing that
we can not be supported - is quite sad to cry it out loud.

so much paper work to be married in a human world, aw!
i am still practicing to write my name beautifully straight.
bro is joking about the 清潔　（きよい）meaning, minding
my lowest sins and love for sex, the fact i am not Maria.
i adore my name as much as my brother does. he was
the one, who suggested me to take it back, i only changed
the character.

*pure water*, read in another way can be read as *pure blooded, noble*
in my name i have water, night and long years. **
that is what makes up the meaning, written above.
this name can not be changed. ever.

bro is saying he will not accept something, but this. i agree.
...
today was so hectic and calm,
starbucks latte with cinnamon, watching over the running flood
of people behind and under you through the crossroads in night.
holding dearly (we can be so ラブラブ on public, it amazes me w)
thinking about years, spent together. something colorful and quiet.

adored such a special day. and not because we got married, ね。
you should have seen how we noded on *congratulations!* at
city hall. i was speaking the greatest dialect so did my bro enjoy.
it was so over arrogant that it makes me laugh now.

aw. got as a simple　記念日　present lingerie as expected.
pretty much wonderful violet set with much beautiful belting.
bro adores that somehow, i adore presents and all the joy.
still waiting for my diamond ring in the terms of canon.
was promised in april

looking at my life now, there is not so more i could wish for.
a mansion of our own to decorate. a persian cat. something.
our day is overfull with something to be registered as miracle.
i could not wish for more after i returned home, indeed.

永遠に愛し・

@темы: aiseru, prince and princess, dreams, we're dreaming, our morbidly pleasant place

@темы: down to amalgamation, those, who obtained the first sunrise

@темы: those, who obtained the first sunrise

@темы: sapphire sky

@темы: transparent poison

@темы: violated rainbows, embracing the heart, in all its grandeur

i love these evenings too.
seven minutes walk to MC and シャカシャカチキン！
booh!
texting ecchi with bro, while he is riding the bus home.
then buying a random color battle of vegetable juice.
and seven minutes walk back home.

awesome.

btw, bros been talking recently that my human profile
is excessively low, being separated in proportion between
sex/money/crain games. dangerous enough to ask me
meet with definite people of definite circles, even friends.

i love low profiles because it is fun. and not boring at all.
セックスする理由はつまらないときにもしかして？そうです。
probably that is the reason why that person struggled.
it is not that pleasant to realize you are taken as mm
something souless in the terms of だれでもいいんだし。

the one moment is that だれでもいいんだし is not working for me.
for that my standards are too high. but yes, among everyone with
equal characteristics it is certainly 適当。whatever, in other words.

a little できもの of a spoiled child, who have definitely much.
too much to afford, knowing she wont be punished for that.
just because.

but that was a post, dedicated to a chicken, never mind <3

@темы: down to amalgamation, in all its grandeur

@темы: those, who obtained the first sunrise