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пятница, 18 марта 2011
15:58

~our little sweethearts.

be bad, be mine.


やりすぎ・

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13:25

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be bad, be mine.
honestly, i am such a fucked up child.
the triangles within me are so limitless.
i am amazed, how bro can work them all.

nodding my head, i guess?

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13:16

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be bad, be mine.
i am texting with you as if i never leaved that mansion.
how ..predictable, my. my limit can be easily foreseen.
even if it gives me balance, i know that it is imbalance.
there is something that can not be found, once lost.
on these scales.

but am i stopping. no, i am not for sure stopping.

this time the question is simply how strong i am,
sleeping with the ghosts and not letting them in my real life.
countdown is on.

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13:11

~scissors, we cut it out.

be bad, be mine.
i definitely knew, why it was so much abyss.
because it was the place (the host of the place?),
which made me think that there is place in this
world, where i can feel myself happy and free.
on the equal range with my home. with my home.
that is why it became sin. that is why it condemned me.

for the Nights sake,
i had all my hands in blood, being hurt by that mirror glass.
fighting my own reflections and my own eternal instability.
there was no something, that could be defined as harmony.
but hell, how it awesome felt. when you let yourself merging.

i know, there is some method to take it out of me.
i can ask Oliver, he knows. (as if he ever gave me answers)
but the poison is that i do not want it to be out of myself.
that is why i am condemned. over and over again.

two months passed.
how underestimating think, i can finish it off with one word.
the word, which shows how deep you actually give a damn.

気をつけてくれ。
please, be safe for me.

oh, love.
we are not at all ended in this lifetime yet.

is that the everlasting temptation for someone like us?

i am calling your ghost back, i am so weak and guilty.
i am so relieved.

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08:31

~adorable construction.

be bad, be mine.


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08:29

~we can beg, steal and borrow (c)

be bad, be mine.
tickets to russia these days are equal to 170.000 rub.

i am drinking apple tea and laughing.

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четверг, 17 марта 2011
15:26

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be bad, be mine.
you can not even imagine,
how many people are eagering to be off our adorable country
these days. the place, named after re-entry permit is overfull:O
and the fun thing is that they can not get the multi permission w
people are panicing like hell.

we are watching over it, whispering their backs with 帰れ帰れ。

less people, more oxygen w

i have no permit to leave the country, to think about it.
just not needed.

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15:23

~sweet, sweet home.

be bad, be mine.
in a time like this, the permission is granted.
not that i was hesitating about my perfection.
just it is nice to realize yourself a full-right citizen.
with all the rights, health insurance and mobile <3

one step is full-filled.
one step towards my adorable blue citizenship.

i am taking it for granted now.
but even with this i am truly and entirely happy )
i can not live outside my home, never ever again.

the permission is granted.

welcome home.))

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среда, 16 марта 2011
19:38

久しぶりのー。

be bad, be mine.
我慢するのだーいきらい笑

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19:21

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be bad, be mine.
Вчера по 1 каналу сказали, что паники нет и в аптеках все есть,
так вот: паники правда нет, приморцы ребята с достаточно крепкими нервами,
а вот йода в аптеках ни в каких формах уже тоже нет.

XDDDD.

we are somehow good and cheerful.
if we are destined to inhale some radiation, so be it.)
we are having another date tomorrow near Hibiya and
Imperial Palace before the sakura blooms and hell with
all of other. to think about it, 今日も疲れた明日やる！
as our nuclear people are saying w

i am spending 10000 yen on clothes, (again)
drinking ginger ale from medieval glasses
and enjoying my awesome in all forms life.

i an somehow proud to witness something,
that happens once in hundred years. yups.

avec l`amour.

and we are going Okinawa in month and a half **
beach, sea and delux service. はやくはやくはやく！

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вторник, 15 марта 2011
19:32

~behind the words.

be bad, be mine.
but probably that is the only time,
when you do think about the people, you maybe should not.
when people, who you forgotten long ago, wish you be safe.
that is somehow strange and in a definite way, right.

i want my family to be safe.

i want you to be safe. cos we are somehow, but connected.
i am honestly 苦手 in being not attached to people, i sleep with.

please, be safe.

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19:25

~here it comes.

be bad, be mine.
Несмотря на такие рекомендации, в мегаполисе отмечается ажиотажный спрос на продовольственные товары,
питьевую воду и продукты первой необходимости. С полок универсамов исчезают консервированные продукты,
емкости с топливом, свечи, спальные мешки, электрические батарейки.

:lol: :lol:

本当だー。

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17:43

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be bad, be mine.
maybe there are less gasoline and apples,
but this place is still always adorable~.

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17:40

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be bad, be mine.
we are reading 2 channel about Chernobul, laughing
and comparing micro Sievert. (they are talking all the
day long about micro Sieverts on TV and that is fun)
respectively, japanese are not as tremendously much
hopeless and careless as russian people to make
mistakes in pushing buttons :D all the people i know
rapidly going back to their countries (finally Japan will
be free of 外人, やたぁ;) and that is very very relieving.

日本終わってもい、仕事したくねからっていう考え
a lot of us keep, probably www

あとは、the kitchen stuff and plates (my fourth love
after sex, money and clothes (as bro is commenting))
become 50% off because of the coming eartquake and
its awesome breaking into pieces. we spent 30000 yen **

i am receiving everyday messages with the prayers for
run away asap, but i am (along with bro) are of the last
types of those, who are not stopping make love and buy
vintage things as usual even when the sky is falling down.

what for. the life is going on for now and i adore my home.
i adore it that freaking much <3.

some net shopping and almond chocolate now.
(bro did buy me a lot of choco on the white day) えらいー！

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понедельник, 14 марта 2011
14:05

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be bad, be mine.
悪いのはthe ones, who need help there.
because of them we end up with no food and electricity.
that is why almost all the trains are being stopped today
and people can not get to their work places and that is
why bro has to be at work for 14 hours. i hate them all.
earthquakes, those who were careless and slow to get
injured, those who are lazy to use buses and their feet.

it is affecting my life. i do not like it.

やめろバカ。

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10:52

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be bad, be mine.
are we really gonna run to the south.
なんて信じられない。

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06:09

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be bad, be mine.
なーんで爆発なんだよ。
クソ。

なんてめんどくさい。

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05:26

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be bad, be mine.
tsunami is coming. ・ﾟ・(つД｀;)・ﾟ・

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05:25

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be bad, be mine.
aw, another tsunami coming for Fukushima.
definitely no rest for them. what the hell, honestly.
(bro is commenting it as やったやった, though)
i guess the ones who survived, will not this time.
and Fukushima is about to explode to hell as well.

素敵ー。

i do not care, i have a date today.
...
i am trying to be like bro and turn off the compassion.
otherways, we will not be able to stay and survive.)
that is why we are cynical instead of being listening.
even with this, i appreciate so much all the mails,
that i received in these three days.

from my family, people i knew back then,
people i barely now and unknown people.

we appreciate your support. it is really meaning.

definitely.
mails with *we believe in Japan* are more important then *you are not dead, arent you?*

we believe in those, who believe in themselves.

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