cigarettes were chosen. i'm hopeless in being helpful
let's make it that, we fail one time, you go further on.
to make sure i won't be very sad about the misfortune.
my body is already broken enough. in all the very ways.
i am blessed with having shamrock in my blood actually.
i am the lucky one or so i always want to believe
...
eating vegetables, lacking every kind of food at home again.
i am afraid of russian meat, and fish, and frozen food, argh.
i miss eating, actually. normal, good and yammy nice food.
i would even trade that for all the chocolate in the whole world!
and me wanting red martini badly, but that's for the duty free.