i loved to smoke aroma cigarettes in the house today,
laying on your shoulder while you were reading books,
sleeping across the black bedding in the dark room.
i loved to hesitate, to laugh, to understand it came out well.
i loved to beg, to accept, to see that there was always a way.
i didnt even see. probably, didnt want to see intentionally.
i loved to sleep with you and talk to you.
i loved to mess your mansion up a little.
i loved to kiss you goodbye.
(i know that i can not kiss your lips)
i loved that i dont have to say sorry for this to my brother.
i loved that in this i am oath free.
i love. you.
in the very human terms.