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speaking of which.
i did show myself out the night before.

calling on the central mansion in the middle of the night almost,
crying out something about salvation and *my tooth hurts!!!
dosomethingdosomethingdosomething right away please please*

honestly it can be seen as implying the fact i can be saved outside the home.
that this person can save me in the middle of the night (he did answer shortly)
the problem is, if you ask me what was the point, there was no point at all.

i am just saying, he will save me anyway. so you can rest away.
but indeed you would not love me to be saved even in this little case.
because salvation drugs us into the most unbreakable liasons ever.
we come to be owing. we owe. we pay back for that with deeper liason.
you would not love me to make it more excessive, right?

so save me before i call him to save. always.

he was like that even before he touched me.
if you ask me why, i dont actually know why.
but some secrets we dont ever give away, right.

he keeps his, i keep mine.

but i adored to know, you are good at being god.
crossing the humans destinies, fates, lives and hearts.
only you being that cynical towards humans, can do it.
dont mind my little desirable problems, he will have my back.
and you are so easily tired of solving my little human details.

気にしなくてい、別に。大丈夫だから。

you make people sell their love, pay for that highly.
no wonder, you want me to sell mine own illusions.
but i will make it beautifully and refined.

i hate being cruel and not refined. i love to deceive.
deception is something, we create out of ourselves.

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