you can not imagine, how many there are of you.
studying economics/internaional relations at Keio or something.
spending one year in states, speaking nothing and knowing less.
keeping just pride above all and the ultimate suressness of life.
wasting years into nothing. not learning how to hold and to care.

i can choose next.

but there is just me in this world. and i am proud of that greatly.
more than you proud of your home, to think about it. very more.
this will go away ever. this will always be mine and mine only.

there are a lot of wreaths like yours. it can be changed.

つぎ！

this is not an addressed monologue.
only to assure myself, that my sins are tremendous.
can not be blamed, pitied or regretted ever since then.

<3.