今考えると今年の1月はめっちゃヤバかったんだ☆
本当に本当にこういう寿命はなんとか素晴らしいんじゃないん？
痛くさせても、えらい。意地悪にさせても、もっともっとえらいし。
こういう生活はなんか、変わることはしない。
when i was leaving the c/m i hold the most i could (greedy w)
one of that was Mr.Fitzeralds Great Gatsby (a nice one, true).
just remember that all people in this world havent had
the advantages that you have had.
if you ask me, what it is. i can tell.
the advantage of being able to always return to the back point.
the advantage of choosing the bad ways, not that great aims.
lowest sins, less decent inspirations and human beings range.
when usually people lose everything and fall into despair,
regretting about mistakes and wrong choices, i can turn back.
and try something other. can be forgiven in advance for the bad.
that is probably something, a lot of us (people) would want to have.
i have it. gods bless my life.