now to think of it, i am satisfied.
probably, it is not the end of the story.
probably, i will play the apriori fail soon.
probably, i will even enjoy it.

but what comes to an end now, ends now.
and night, it gives me so much relief *)
at least i do not have to sad my brother.
enough for him, he is destinied to shorten the
eternity with someone like me. つらいこと？ｗ

today evening is plane to Hakodate.
time to return to our own central mansions.
(yays, how i could forgot we do have ones www)
and i will see a lot of snow and the great ocean!

that is so much love, i can not describe.