i can not believe this spring i will finally see 桜
and tis already +20 outside **
...
this week we have to write an essay about
*how we met, fell in love and managed Home*
for the immigration, respectively.
bro is writing. making up the wonderful story.
we tried to write together but it ended in a mess.

the way how we communicate usually --
is not adopted to be understood by human beings.

頼んだのと違うんですけど・・・

as well could have been the title of that.
if we were really 真面目に、
we would have writen about hamburgers, sex and obsession.
as far as we could not write about eternity, gods and 時流れ、
that is very 真面目に。

but the most difficult for us is to think in the human terms.
i want a manual of *how human beings create the true* love*
because we are failing obviously.

i have to remember dozens of answers on possible questions.