today Tokyo had a morning earthquake (5/8?)
bro is saying, that was pretty much tremendous.
i did not feel anything, though :O

i wonder, how succesful will be my personal breaking through.
and what is the percentage of it changing into a simple breaking )
Japan is amazing in being so ひどい with making お知らせ。
only one word is coming - accepted. declined. i already told
bro, that i definitely have a strong 気持ちの問題 to watch it.
i just wont be able to turn the card on the other side to read.
in the other words, i simply want to avoid an immediately
coming heart attack. there is nothing that can make me worry.
i am perfect. bro is perfect. we are perfect together.

but about 1000 people come to the immigration every day.
and only 300 of them are able to actually stay where they want to.
yesterday i saw the eyes of these people - that is the strongest n
inpenetrable despair. all of them were so indescribably scared.
that in some way i also felt this fear. dependable and huge fear.

i love my country greatly. i am proud of my country.
i think that my counrty is the best ever in the whole world.

the question is, how strong my country loves me back.