belle,
i hope you are in one piece seeing you're online.
i wish you're safe amidst the tragedy that hits japan.
how long has it been since my last letter/email reached you?
i've forgotten. time is not on my side.
i'll write you soon in the old fashioned way.
need to gather my thoughts and summon all those words thats been hiding beneath the silence.
stay and survive.
-oliver
...
it is been a year and a half, Oliver.
i have been always waiting for you to be back.
even knowing, you might never come back to.
as always, i am nodding my head down in front of you.
if i have loved you humanly, my heart would have exploded now.
but since we adjusted this part, i am feeling your presence within.
it is going through me, you are me. we are of the same kind, you.
and i.
the little girl, who granted a soul to her master.
i will tell you about the way, i managed until now.
so you can be proud of me.