nothing.
you know, that is the same depth that Regina was in.
when you are granted with the gift of being a telepathe.
when you can read the thoughts of the every single person,
you become hesitating. are these thoughts are really yours?
are you letting yourself feel or are you actually feeling, being
an empathe? what is yours and what are you just letting be?
where is yours and how you can define it if you feel the others
feelings and thoughts? in this all, where is actually you yourself?
the point is,
we both have been spending our lives, deceiving people.
sending our feelings at its most, at its most excellent state.
that is what we are good at, impossibly can not be compared.
we are masters, we keep all the masks ever in our hands.
we have been taught, how to.
Oliver taught me personally how to wear those masks.
i became great in all possible deception on the humans.
of course, mostly on men since they can buy my illusions.
we love our work.
we despise humans.
the question is how we can be sure, towards each other
we do not mix the other people feelings, that our love is real
and not borrowed from the illusions we are proudly making?
that we feel what we feel and not what we pretend to at work.
where is the limit of the illusions we make and ourselves?
which of the mask is the one, to be trusted?
that is the professional illness of all the ones of the same kind.
we are highly sure, that human beings and us are abyssable.
that our feelings towards each other is the only 純正のー。
and i would swear that it is true. because i has been taught.
by the great master. and i was a good girl to follow the path.
but sometimes.
it is coming and go as the waves of the ocean.
we are not gods this time, we are in the human bodies.
hence, we can not be completely separated from that.
sometimes a mask comes through the other mask.
my brother is hundred thousand times skillful than me.
i am a kid, he is an adult. i have to be better. much better.
might i have never become a complete queen by nature,
at least i have to be sure that i am rather not a usual one.
that i am one of the first ones.
but my, a little princess sometimes sliding in her sins.
...
i disliked Regine because she lied to herself.
at least we keep our oath where do not lie is the first commendment.
~then twelve must be - dont ever tell.
nothing.
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i disliked Regine because she lied to herself.
at least we keep our oath where do not lie is the first commendment.
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i disliked Regine because she lied to herself.
at least we keep our oath where do not lie is the first commendment.