it is been almost half a year?
it is hell not going out of my flesh.

why. do. i. care?

i am somewhere near begging,
my pride is drown completely.
i am not managing it. at all.

i want my keys from c/m back now.
cause i ve already come all undone.

あきらめてあきらめてあきらめて今。

i keep blaming myself that it was me, who made a mistake.
and could not work out water and water in the very end.
i know, it is not true and we are as good as half guilty.
but yet. now i am to admit, i so wanted it to work out.

but it did not.
i might even say that i have a broken heart here.
but who is pointing the broken heart out of sex?

right, we are all broken hearts.
we are all breaking damn hearts.

i need to learn how to keep it for myself.
it will do me good, eventually.

よしよし、池袋のやつに任せよ。