..
but yes, it is a common available knowledge.
was he not from Keio, i loved him not <3
was he not living in the central Tokyo, no.
maybe i am wretched enough to be bound
by abstract love and abstract definitions )
i adore Keio with all my heart. absorbing it.
and i make the value out of its whole aristicracy.
hence do not mess with those, who have it not.
i learned the lesson where being with someone
who keeps the lower social status than you is
lowing yourself and i had my morbid pride for that.
that goes without saying.
but the problem is i loved that status more than
anything else, respectively. made it all primary.
maybe i should restore another connections.
i am hopelessly out of hands.
yups, done with reflection over my canons.
keep straightforwarding.
there were times when i was being raised more down the road.
with people, who are never able to obtain even the next stage/
i loved them. i adored them. i would have given myself for them.
i had nothing about them being bad, detached and hell decayed.
now i have a definite something again my own social issues.
which means i would always come back to play with my loves.
which means as well, i would ten times prefer to stay on the top.
the life is hell different on the different positions.
be-with-someone-like-you?
something i feel like in the very end i lost something, i was afraid to.
but surely it can not be helped since that is the choice made advanced.
those were the good times. anyway.
it is already over and i have my melon cucumber to enjoy.