縛るっすか?..
i can get my aims for 優しくない approach.
but there is always a limit where red is red.
and where i am finding myself after all of that?
you can not see inside the head of someone,
who wants to tie you up and 虐める till dawn.
i have read all of Ryu Murakami to get that.)

i should downcast my eyes and beg Ryu to restore.
that is my last shot. i should forget about my pride.
and remind all the words that have been said before.
and absolutely not going someplace like that one.
there are places in this world, dangerous even for me.
やだやだやだ。

i might be a lof of things.
but excessively not of that range.

should contact Ryu today or tomorrow. beg harder.
probably he will forgive me my marriage and all (
...
but there are lot more beautiful things in this world.
hamburgers with cheese, ice coffee latte and dawns.
to walk along, crossing hands. to follow for the night.
lemon ice and passion and rogering in the mornings.

fuck with the rest.