how should i put it, erm.
sometimes i do think, bro has to be more ..
down to earth or something like that. right.
texting me cheerful "are you okey?"
when i was managing a jump on the fifth floor
is not something, going into the frames of yes.
or yes, that is usual for so-called human being.

i can not blame him for what he is. i would not.
i know perfectly which roles he would not take.
that is why respectively i have a free pass to
create as many connections as i feel needed
to fullfill the places where the care is needed.

a very specific, advice oriented care.
but we had an agreement, i say nothing.
but at times, i just get amazed of this all.
over and over again. he is so outrageous.

i adore
xxx

my leg stopped bleeding, yay.