today i am over thinking.
you can make accents on what you have.
you can make accents on what you dont.
but only having that much and making complaints?
at least, stupid. at most -- not at all practically good.
i am such a perfectionist.
i want to have everything working on me momentally.
when something not - it makes me fucking irritated.
i could call myself greedy, for sure.
i have a hobby of buying things i do not need in the fp.
i have a moment to collect people where i do not need.
i could ask myself, why?
and no matter how you look at this - just for collecting.
that is harsh. i was never noticed as being in random.
and yet, i am getting tired of definite people so fast..
these days.
i should learn more about how to play needness.
and where playing is sliding into wasting resources.
yay.