that is amazing how we are ready to say もう、止めるから
and ending up, looking for the support. family? ah, not quite.
but somehow i think that i will take my chance on this as well.
at least, that is quite a prominent question - how far you can go?..
but probably that is how it works - because you were with me,
i will do my best to be sure, you are not wondering around too.
i am going higher by connections and it is just so touchable.
that my eyes against my will started getting ready to cry. m.
...
yesterday with Erica we we eating green tea cakes with tapioka,
walking around the beautiful dresses, eating the wonderful tuna.
i love this girl, with her the time becomes as sweet as Kansai ben.
wish we were spending more time together.

today we are finally meeting with Yu.
my chances of going home early are crushing down.
but anything, apart from making that choice today..(

he just asked me, how much money do you want?
tell me and i will find something for you right away.
my, i feel something for this person, who is already
so.. deeply unsaved. somewhere inside he was good.
why he is saving me now, i would love to know too.