when i was learning a harsh way of being a philosopher,
thinking tranctendental way of working myself out there,
i was told. there is no way, you can keep in your head
and work out more, than four categories. it is just no way.
yes, it is no way. that is why i love to be busy with it now.

because being busy, i do not recollect something out of
the frames. the roles i am giving out are pretty much typical.
anyone would do* is definitely, saying too much but well.
the point is, always time for replacing with someone better.

fuck, it has been a year.
i have got a life not to be in agony anymore.
let us call agony my so-called priorities, aw.

i wonder, when would we delete each other contacts?
when would i? there are just contacts, you can not delete.
implying immensely, that you want to be back to it once.

i never denied, if there is a chance, i would take everything.
to be back to that house, once was mine. i would really do.
but the thing is, now it is not that hectic and needed anymore.