probably, i could not ask for much, you know..
in the highest sense, i did obtain everything i wanted.
in a time, this unbeliavably short, that it might seem yes -
either my karma was perfect or the definite pact was made.
but i am craving, you know it too. for so long already.
i can not stop but desire something, that brings me shadows.
that deepest night that you deeply inhale and start suffocating.
if i can make it for something, i can give away. honeslty.
give me that. and i will come to you praying as always.
about something, i lack.
i will do my best, i promise to let it go if you decide it so.
but i want desperately.
that something i could not be able to keep.
i will do better now. i will. i definitely will do.