you, one of the most clever person, i have ever seen.
eagering, strong, putting his aims straightly and high.
with the great talent to teach, with so many awesome books, read.
with so much potential in history, politics, literature and everything.
graduating from the best university in the world.
why, why should you be that angled, complicated, closed within?
with all your possible wish to be caring, kind, resembling, open.
you can not hold and everything that you try to ever hold - pass.
if i ever had a right for one wish, i would wish that only thing.
i wish i could have reached you. back then or now, whatever.