ma cherie,
does the heart always come first?
...
the first thought is that,
the human beings, which i am still (partly?) am
tend to flow into the natural state of usual things.
thus, it is perfectly easy to be getting used to.
everything, apparently. no matter where you are,
might it be the strangest place in this world, just
another world or hell itself, with the time passing
you become that much accomodative so you live.
or image continue keeping the always state of things.
and i tell you guys, take it from me, it is very easy
reminding me that kind of a gum, you just stepped into.
or those sands in the deserts, you just erm.. stepped into.
and became friendly with them.

the second thought is that,
love makes fools out of Everyone. everyone. me. you.
i that much wanted you to confess love to me, so now
when you did, i found myself not less struggled when you
did not. the suffering is quite the same, so what is the point?

half joking here, yet.
you know, you keep making me cry with you stubborn love,
i requested, but in the very end all of us are in a mess here.

if only someone told me what i really want.
...
baby, ride on?
well, who can imagine how long a road could be.
...
again, are we betting on love here, everyone?..