you know, the happiness can be different.

finding cheese fondue in a small local restaurant,
learning how to make onigiri for the first time too.
giving away chocolate to the random boyfriends.
(a very twisted Valentine ain't mean i only love you.)
no matter, whether i want it, need it or dont think i do.

there are things, not changeable, love.
...
for better or worse. for whati it's worth.

but that ain't mean either, i will stop hiding soon.
thus tonight i have big plans for making a potato salad.
make cooking, not love and definitely, not the very war.
but who said, i can not multitask for three? w

i might find myself in a very incredibly strange place.
but that does not mean, i can be happy as such as well.
who stops me, huh?
who stops me from being happy as hell?

i can take much more than this, because i already took much.
and because you are beside me. somewhere. near. outside.)
L. for that.