i am not quite sure whether i am self-deceptive here?
but as a someone, who lays (reigns?) in a high kindness,
i would give a training period just some time for to see.
probably, my own happy ending will be written long after.
in another place, another time and with another person.

but you know, we do all have to be patient sometimes.
in order to be passionate out of the rails ever after. w.
i would not give out the names, just some nice details.
meaning bracelets on my wrists, random coffee in a hotel,
green tea bubble bath, lips, lust, love, the darkest deception.

maybe, maybe not. maybe, yes.
the scales are charging down, yet i am on the other side.

why?
am i that kind to give chances over my own happiness?
am i not yet that strong, giving charges to all out attack?

i say, charge. now or later.
those, who dwell in a hesitation, my heart will change, fall.
because nothing in this world would made me change me.

i say, go spades. eventually.