going joyfully to the nearest pool every other day.
flying aeroplanes every month on a sharp schedule.
morning cigarettes, (he made me quit it just the same year)
catching peaches and cofee in between the breathes.
too queen? too young? too fallen?
there is nothing in me, not being there from the start.)
and everything fits in the pattern just as right as i plan.
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added 7/18.
you know, those questionaires? do you have a type?
yeah, if you ask me i do have a certain type, i find driven.
a man with a complete tattoo on the calf of his leg.
a man with a deeper scar on his upper right hand.
i adore those, who are not afraid to face the demons.
no matter, how many scars and tragedies it brings upon.
me?
i spent around 20K to get rid of the most nasty one, plastic.
just because i wanted to continue wearing mini silk dresses.
and it was bad for video. but night, of the other six i am proud.
proud like hell, if you ask me. cause i do know, how to fight too.
for us, retrieving the wanted phantasies.
we are more, than we are. we are one. (c)