i always wanted to make a short list of some autumn meaning items.
hence, these are :

1) scarfs.
i have hundreds of them, adoring wrap them over myself.

2)over-kneel boots.
these i lack, so i am going to mega shopping next week,

3)chai (indian) and marron (chestnut) sweets.

4)raining gloomy weather makes myself a sleeper.

5)紅葉！and inevitable going to Osaka.

6)random coffee shops and bakeries with my scarf wrapping.

7)wine red, black and sapphire colors.

8)more of ruby, than emeralds.

9)a lot of blankets to wrap in.
...
辛い時は、乗り越えるのだ。
結局には、理想なことが少ない。
頑張れ、baby。