there were days, you kindly offered me a duchy.
but i did not want it, because it would take me my integrity.
and then the time passed, they kept saying it is such a waste.
but i did not want a duchy anymore. i wanted the kingdom.

and a little bit later, the whole world.

probably, it is not even about gaining, love.
but the ultimate power would have never made me whole again.
you do. i do.
...
later this month, yoga and ballet and swimming again.
...
sometimes they say, i lack a heart bit.
assuming the fact that, i am sure it is not that much of a disaster.
every one of us needs to lack a heart sometimes to stay where
we stay.