here it comes, my beloved and longed so much 2014.)
i do not know, there was honestly less drinking this time.
less emotions, but somehow i am glad for this calmness.
i had a dozen ways to spend the holidays, have chosen
the proven, not the best one far from my friends and lovers..
wrapped in a lot of snowflakes, coffee, nature and north.
i would be excited to drink to a lot of things, though.
drink to the old lovers, you came to be reconnected with.
could not express how much excitement it ever brings you.
drink to the new lovers, i know how non-sentimentally mm..
fast and easy to remove it would be and still, cheers to you.
the long adapted history proves the fact that i would rather
choose the worst something i am already used to than
possibly better something, i am not even desiring to hold.
i wish myself a lot of money and joy this year.
i had so much romance and drinking last one, that i will
leave it just where it is, hoping that what is done is best.
i wish myself Okinawa, Hawaii and France this year too.
...
my tongue is slipping that i wish myself a divorce asap. but~
scales, profits, disadvantage.. in the very end why should i lie.
convenience is a lot to search for. hence, here we go again.)
Happy New Year.