i would lie if say that i am hurting. just so so tired.
i admit as well, that sometimes it is nice to flash out.
slamming doors, sharing tears, multiply one nights..
right the saying, i am good at being bad when it takes.
but, in the very end if i level my partners, who are wretched
enough to tear the world apart, for the occasional killing.
what makes me better? what makes me that subtly refined?

that is why, i keep on coming home.
because someone has to show gratitude and forgiveness.
because honestly. i ain`t better than any of them. maybe,
more.

but i am so tired of flashing.
i just want my Diablotine lip gloss and a new leather jacket.

period.

love me back to life.