and then there is the day comes, when.
they tell you that is it okay to put your name
in the line where they ask you to fill in who is
the owner of the household.

i do not know, but a lot has changed since.
i know how i escalated from sharp to mean.
i know that these days i prefer to choose.
closed resorts instead of open spaces, double
the price if gives me just a little comfort of privacy.

i do not like human beings.
i have to work with them every day.

though, jumping all the levels to eternity.
collecting all the crowns along the run.
i just want to be loved by someone who sees me through.

not because of the power i gained.
not because of the crown i now own.
not because of the one i can give away.

because of me.
distorted, morbid, twisted, moody, needy me.
so i could forget all the things that i can see.