when i was seventeen i thought that i had broken my heart forever.
that if you love someone dearly, it is so impossible for you to part.
(i parted, though?)
but it makes no sense (said someone) if your next partner is worse,
than your last. it makes only a point that you can not graduate and.
mature. move forward. achieve. develop.
now i look 7 years back than.
who told you, my friend.
that you are the best lover ever seen?
they say, i lack heart these days.
but, these days are out of reach so much too.
meaning,
he is so insolent, smart and daring.
why would i broke my heart for a someone who is not?
but we were together since the original resolution.
so probably, everything else just coming in-between.
hm.