tomorrow i am off to another manor, so maybe i want to underline. now.
i so much believed that 2015 was gonna be my year so it broke me hell.
we all slip, i tend to go full speed on my emotions and exceed everything.
that is cause i wronged my ex-partner so much, painted all in crimson red.
not that i was always good at choices, more than half of my associates are
coming on a wrecking ball faster, than i am. but it is one thing to be crazy,
driven, bad, eager. and somehow another to break down everything you see.
nonetheless, i loved that guilty conscience to go across all my family to know.
and the last words that he told me were
you are not gonna meet me again, babe?
and i thought how much i wanted him burn to the bones.
it is sour like lemon to see behind.
that is why i want to look in front of me the next year.
for those, who i trust, adore, respect and share with.
i am afraid to admit that even for those, whom sometimes it was only moments.
they knew me better, where he never did or wanted to for the matter. honestly.
they say, we are better than he was.
we protect you. we support you. we are always near.
yes hell, they are.
happy new year.
we are happy together.
all my squad. i love you so much.