i know, that it is only some months left leaving in this house.
and then there is gonna be a new mansion, which i will so
honestly fill with my heartful will to build up in my very tastes.
i am saying openly, there are a lot of things in the central
mansion, i like. mentioning, design part. i am admitting it.
i am admitting as well the fact that in my house i want the same.
something and sometimes. that is probably, not quite that sad )

at least bro says nothing about these little desires of mine.

but, even with that i am putting my heart into making the order
in this house as well *D so much many stuff can be found on
the shelves, 8 years ago, 5 years ago that i cant even remember.
at times it is interesting to look down the history. probably, there
are times that would better not, but anyway i will look it down all.
...
amazing, how definite clothes shopping can have you inside out.
in the very end, we have almighty rakuten. why on earth going out.
nope, going over and over again.

<3

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made bro buy this at least since it is so much love (quite not expensive *).
yesterday strolling the streets around Kabuki-cho. yeah, i so know that.
people go working for sex and host not because they are loving it highly.
but because they are damaged completely already and can not find the
way out in something else. probably, only i can go work for that out of love.
but hey, i have a definite social stable position to do whatever i only want.
they not. i know, almost all of these people have the void inside. abyss.
nothing there except this nothingness. even Ryu told me that many times.

but i do not eager to fill it with something because it is impossible.
one thing they do keep is style. and that is what i can beg above all.
outer shape of the human being is so easy to build up in some hours.
that is why i am trying to explain to my adorable brother for so long.
recently, it is quite better. almost well done host like 見た目 appeared.
ny bro is just lazy. he is godlike beautiful enough to do nothing at all なのに。

probably i love hosts with the love, i love to see rakuten pages with clothes.
they work with the learned patterns and only the best of them make the real
living-out-of-themselves illusions, i respect greatly and greatly with eyes down.
in general is as easy as sex. なれたら、だれでもできることを。

but i was taught to catch exceptions because they are rare.

yay, if i will be a good child next month and wont be spending scary
amounts of money, bro promised me handcuffs. a very good ones )
take the challenge, probably *@*