more of being bad with women, i am nothing with them.
honestly would not imagined what could i talk in this circle.
in this range of work i am in alliance with my customers. yes.
hence i am not an such as ally to my female colleagues. yes?
at the times when they are talking backsides of the customers,
i am just talking backsides of them all instead. goes w/o saying.
but i find it nice that being given a body of a women, i just got
something else inside. it gives some.. opportunities and aims

but night, that is simply how i have been raised all along.
there was not a single woman in my life to teach me.
and i find it truthworthy blessing in all the possible points.

i mean, i love my sisters. they are lovely.
but it is more than enough meeting them once in three months.
i would have never thought about asking them for support/advice.

ｘｘｘ
that a pre-post to the point,
where i am thanking my family for the past year.
and my, there is no a single woman in that list.
would have been strange, being other side huh?

but i just so excessively love them all.
who gave me the way to where i am now.
but that is another talk, i assume to guess.

4 am morning!
bro is being back in half an hour. yeahs.
...
私の永遠度。そんなのがあるなら
それは自分の心が決めること.

愛してるってお兄様にしか言えんけど。
この人たち、家族っていうものなので・・
だーいすき。すごく大切なんでもんね。
いつも応援してくれてるし、褒めてくれてるし、
心を込めて構ってくれてるし・・えらいんじゃない？
思ったけど。今は。ここには。私を連れていてるよ。

ありがたいな。心からありがたいです。