вторник, 09 апреля 2013
00:21

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be bad, be mine.
Дайте человеку необходимое — и он захочет удобств.
Обеспечьте его удобствами — он будет стремится к роскоши.
Осыпьте его роскошью — он начнет вздыхать по изысканному.
Позвольте ему получать изысканное — он возжаждет безумств.
Одарите его всем, что он пожелает — он будет жаловаться, что его обманули,
и что он получил не то, что хотел.

(c)
Эрнест Хэмингуэй.

うちの場合のは、文句を一つも言ってないからね（笑）
人生としては、とっても最高だ。

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воскресенье, 07 апреля 2013
22:53

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be bad, be mine.
working six days a week,
coming back home with the sunrise,
loving you and sometimes hating you,
knowing you will be always by my side,
being devoted to you,
dating other people.

my life is a miracle. honestly.

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понедельник, 01 апреля 2013
02:58

.nope, this day is just a coincedence to what i say. w

be bad, be mine.
Как бы это лучше объяснить...
Люди, с которыми все правильно.
Понимаешь?
Не "хорошо" и не "плохо", а правильно.
(c)

о своих и чужих драконах, ни капли цинизма.
Ева Грин все так же бесподобна и любима.)
мне осталось десять тысяч фото для обработки.
много светящихся вечных голубых коктелей ночью и.

i might be exsessively flawed, but i do still love you.
...
rarely people, we crave love, body and smiles from are the same.
that is why probably i am that addicted to this distorted morbid mixture,
bless us the night, m.

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суббота, 23 марта 2013
22:17

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be bad, be mine.
simply tremendous dreams, i would say.

Dieser Traum darf niemals sterben?

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четверг, 21 марта 2013
11:23

.no one wants to be themselves these days?

be bad, be mine.
Ryu.
in the very end,
if it has to be somebody,
it will always be only you.

for the record.
plainly.

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понедельник, 18 марта 2013
01:31

~Ivy League.

be bad, be mine.
у меня перед домом цветут белые розы. <3.

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01:27

.for the record.

be bad, be mine.
queen of spades.
king of spades.
where is the ace of hearts?
(c)

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01:11

~equals raspberry liquer/ginger ale.

be bad, be mine.
こんなに　Everyday Everynight
愛してたなんて
もう　Everyday Everynight
離したくはない.
...
and again, sometimes it takes less for the eternal moments.
catching the first morning breeze somewhere above the ocean.
breathing in the rich smell of coffee and fresh danish bakery.
feeling as someone takes over your icy hand with his warmth.
smiling as someone lits up his cigarette to give it up to you.

everyday, everynight.
unforgettable lifetime.

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среда, 13 марта 2013
21:02

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be bad, be mine.
but yes, they lay the legends run about us.
isn't that tremendous?

of course it is.
two fools with one legendary distorted love
in between.

i would bet on it in a long run, but now?
i enjoy everything as it is - messy mess.

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20:59

.an angel's smile is what i sell, obviously.

be bad, be mine.
night shifts again, gin base again, making up again.
after all, i am not even that privileged in my desires.
happiness is to be able to value less.
and i do know that i can value that all.

je t'aime? surely. always.
but it still is not the point to be completely faitful.

hey, love.
i learnt the art of deception from a master.
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and you gonna deal with me. untill the end.

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понедельник, 11 марта 2013
20:15

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be bad, be mine.
one healthy observing?
no matter how the situation around might actually be fucked up.
one day you just wake up and realize
that you somehow got used to it all.

yes. probably found yourself even happy.

loving. carelessly.

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суббота, 09 марта 2013
11:41

~these days the stars hang out of reach?

be bad, be mine.
女でよかった？
確かに。

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понедельник, 04 марта 2013
01:00

.these days?

be bad, be mine.
sometimes it is easy to be someone, than yourself.
sometimes it is easy to forget, who you really are.
sometimes, it is easier to be out of love than forgive.

sometimes i forget, the mirrors tend to break in this house.
apparently with the memory of a reflection, originally yours.
one devil's heart is surely not enough for two since mine is gone;

if i have a chance to neglect these days - i do.
i do not want to remember how it actually felt.
because no matter where i go, the pain stands.

probably, i am sorry about it.
but it takes lot of more than hundreds years to heal my heart.
either it can not be healed at all in the very very end. itself. and.
especially not by the one, who broke it in the first place even.(

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суббота, 23 февраля 2013
17:44

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be bad, be mine.
i still can not figure out,
either this love is legendary tragic
or we are just two idiots as it is. oO.

honestly.

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17:36

～どうすれば溶ける？ｗ

be bad, be mine.
eternal gin based coctails,
lotsa of make up sex,
favourite dramas to be continued?

aint wanna stop and neither know if i should to.

born to be your baby?
thousand years too earlier?

figure it out yourself.
...
complications. twisted emotions. distortion.

learned from the best? :)
...
pain, i like it rough (c).

i am still waiting, love.
maybe you get tired of me already.

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воскресенье, 17 февраля 2013
19:25

～1億、2億、100億のキスをー。

be bad, be mine.
you know, the happiness can be different.

finding cheese fondue in a small local restaurant,
learning how to make onigiri for the first time too.
giving away chocolate to the random boyfriends.
(a very twisted Valentine ain't mean i only love you.)
no matter, whether i want it, need it or dont think i do.

there are things, not changeable, love.
...
for better or worse. for whati it's worth.

but that ain't mean either, i will stop hiding soon.
thus tonight i have big plans for making a potato salad.
make cooking, not love and definitely, not the very war.
but who said, i can not multitask for three? w

i might find myself in a very incredibly strange place.
but that does not mean, i can be happy as such as well.
who stops me, huh?
who stops me from being happy as hell?

i can take much more than this, because i already took much.
and because you are beside me. somewhere. near. outside.)
L. for that.

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воскресенье, 10 февраля 2013
05:34

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be bad, be mine.
ma cherie,
does the heart always come first?
...
the first thought is that,
the human beings, which i am still (partly?) am
tend to flow into the natural state of usual things.
thus, it is perfectly easy to be getting used to.
everything, apparently. no matter where you are,
might it be the strangest place in this world, just
another world or hell itself, with the time passing
you become that much accomodative so you live.
or image continue keeping the always state of things.
and i tell you guys, take it from me, it is very easy
reminding me that kind of a gum, you just stepped into.
or those sands in the deserts, you just erm.. stepped into.
and became friendly with them.

the second thought is that,
love makes fools out of Everyone. everyone. me. you.
i that much wanted you to confess love to me, so now
when you did, i found myself not less struggled when you
did not. the suffering is quite the same, so what is the point?:D

half joking here, yet.
you know, you keep making me cry with you stubborn love,
i requested, but in the very end all of us are in a mess here.

if only someone told me what i really want.
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baby, ride on?
well, who can imagine how long a road could be.
...
again, are we betting on love here, everyone?..

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понедельник, 04 февраля 2013
23:40

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be bad, be mine.
you do know, right?
sometimes (often?) i got carried away
and keep doing things on purpose. m.
can not believe you still that love me so.

argh, ridiculous.

they say, i am very much mean. but hey.
my heart is not frozen, it is just broken.
does not take much to play around and have fun.
though.

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04:39

.revelations?

be bad, be mine.
sometimes i think.
cmon, tis not about love.
cmon, tis not about you.

and then.
...

i think about hella different stuff.
but it is almost always about you.
subconschioussly, always simply.

what did you drug me into, love?

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вторник, 29 января 2013
22:06

~meet me halfway? (c)

be bad, be mine.
you know, i have been thinking a lot lately.
mostly about definite uncertain not concerned things.
mostly about one and the same topic, which just erm
going merry-round inside my precious little head, yes.
your name just aint going fucking out from me head. (!)

so, i have been hardly thinking.)
surely, love makes people stronger.
there have been so many movies, novels etc about how.
how it is actully epic to be falling in love and be loved back.

i would say,
love makes us tremendously stupid. excessively stupid like hell.
otherwise, why would we stop listening to a rational thinking?..
making a bad example out of me for all the eternity as it comes,
i say when you keep counting on your heart beating instead of
what people are telling you (rationally), there is not at all a surprise
that you can pass on twelve apocalypse going in a line without notice.
on a short notice, should i say?

i pretty much awared, that we are all in this mess because of love.
because of love in the first place it became messy, cruel and harsh.
because of love in the second place we are all sharing hope for the he.
(as in happy ending?) you probably know that apart of the fact that you
all keep sharing hope in my heart and my love, there is that little detail
that i do believe in extreme love as i believe in ponies - if you put it right
behind me, i would accept but if you keep on holding it through the words.

yups, i would consider it as the greatest lie ever just cos
it is just too sweet and dreamy and unbeliavable to be true.
here i am getting personal and sharing the fact that for you and me
it would be honestly unbelieavable to move to the happy ending just.
because that is us with all thatt excessivelly messing awful story.

i dont know.
do i believe in ponies in the very end?
do i beleive in starting over again all the book?

maybe. maybe yours. maybe not.
...
i am asking again,
who is keeping an answer sheet here?

because it is impossible to choose,
especially when you dont know between
what and what you actually choosing. oO.

am i stupid? surely. never fall in love sts.
live and learn version?

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