понедельник, 20 июня 2011
14:34

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be bad, be mine.
付き合うってやっぱりさ。楽しいよ！笑
結婚してから、初めて分かったんだよ・・・(;つД｀;)

ま、私の場合は自由いっぱいあるんでよかったし。

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14:26

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be bad, be mine.
i can speak really beautiful japanese.
i am still studying Heian, the most ever
breathtaking period in our land history.)
remembering the words, phrases, sighns.
(and i surely will ask Ryu to teach me more.)

but in a daily life i prefer dialect. the worst one.
there are people, who would blame me for this.
because it is really a bad side of our language.
quite not aesthetical. dirty. at least, not clean.

but i find it definitely refined in some ways.
inside we are speaking only through the dialect.
with bro i am speaking through the dialect mostly.
sometimes i am mixing it with Kansai ben as well.

but i love it, our language to be sooo different.
i love me to be different as well.

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14:20

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be bad, be mine.
ままま（笑）
エッチ三ヶ月一回でもいいの！
っていったらめっちゃくちゃショックさせてる感じｗｗ
考えると、俺達はそういう問題に困ったことはない。
エッチ好きじゃない人（っていうと気にしない人）
まったくわからん。馬鹿じゃない？そんなには。。。
一日に回でもいいと思うけどやっぱり好きすぎ？ｗ

あとは、やばいな。
人がいろいろん話してるよ。たまに、めんどくせ。
でもそれでも私と付き合ってくれる人がいるなら。
確かに。同じなんじゃない？考え方とか心とか。

気持ちの問題にしないんだもん。
俺達の三人いたら、誰も問題にしないなんて。

し・あ・わ・せ　っていう：Ｄ

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11:25

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be bad, be mine.
there's been times, when..
there's been times.

when we could talk 8 hours a night
and i would share everything with you.
and you would make calls for me then.

and now i just should be grateful that.
i am able to be seeing you online,
which means that i am still in your contact list.

you promised me that.
no matter what, you would not go bad on me.
but i still can not believe that you are that guy
who was ready to come accross the town to
meet me at the aiport when i was coming back.

tell me if we do have a chance here.
of creating something, not tragically breaking.
i have been there, i have returned there again.

i woud wonder, why. why, of all the people.
you.

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05:13

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be bad, be mine.
it never becomes any easier.
awaiting is a luxury, i can not afford.
and pushing it is the way, where i do
hesitate between hurting my pride and.
the fear of losing it all in the very end.

in this way or another i put it down so many times.
i do need you, no matter what. i need you with me.
but i can not call out for you numerous times too.
i know, you will be never coming from yourself. yet.

i wish you came. like you used to do before now.

maybe, once.

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05:03

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be bad, be mine.
something even more fragile,
than the eternity, made of ice.

i can not make any mistakes this time.
and yet, i am so afraid to slip somewhere.
my heart is beating way too loud, i admit.

i better be me,
but too much being me is not an option.
and it is just so difficult for measurement.

aaaw.

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01:00

.hold me tight, 折れるほど強く。

be bad, be mine.
ааа.
честное слово, я больше не могу смеяться. :lol:
почему каждый день заканчивается истерикой.
но это удивительное ощущение, когда весь мир
вертится перед глазами и ты только и можешь что
уткнуться лицом в свою подушку и рыдать от смеха.
и это при том что мы не пьем. но состояние обалдеть.

я его обожаю, черт :D

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воскресенье, 19 июня 2011
00:00

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be bad, be mine.
how should i put it, erm.
sometimes i do think, bro has to be more ..
down to earth or something like that. right.
texting me cheerful "are you okey?"
when i was managing a jump on the fifth floor
is not something, going into the frames of yes.
or yes, that is usual for so-called human being.

i can not blame him for what he is. i would not.
i know perfectly which roles he would not take.
that is why respectively i have a free pass to
create as many connections as i feel needed
to fullfill the places where the care is needed.

a very specific, advice oriented care.
but we had an agreement, i say nothing.
but at times, i just get amazed of this all.
over and over again. he is so outrageous.

i adore :D
xxx

my leg stopped bleeding, yay.

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суббота, 18 июня 2011
21:12

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be bad, be mine.
the world is getting all that fucked up
when you found yourself in a place,
from where all the JR are getting stop,
you can not go anywhere of all your* homes
because your beloved ones hell not asnwering
the text for twenty minutes and your precious
one-and-only-key was given to bro dunno why.

fuck you all.
i am not getting to my mansion through the window again.
if people notice and call the police it is gonna be so fun (
at a time like this even hotel seems to be quite enough.

to think about this, bro said that i so missed out,
not going yesterday. but i still do not think so.
with that person we are still in the all time of the world.
for hotels. and homes. i am for doing it slowly this time.
i have already had so much arrogant speedy relations.
none of them went in the way i wanted them to be, so.

ゆっくりしましょう。
...
my leg is bleeding because of my excessive jump.
we had that guy who died because he missed the floor.
we are living on the fifth, so i assume to be lucky today.

night.

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пятница, 17 июня 2011
20:36

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be bad, be mine.
sometimes (very often)
i think that instead of four elder brothers
i got myself four little and itazura kids )

and they ask me why do not i want children.
with all of you, that is more than enough..
for this life, respectively :D

i am always in a role of Maria and mother,
giving advices, protecting, listening, loving.
holding dearly, watching closely. breathing.

what the hell tis doing with me being a little girl :D
when the roles were switched, guys. おいお前らｗ

not that i do not like it from time to time, though.
...
i want ice cream. chocolate. with vanilla inside.
let me be a part of this sinful world for tonight :D
the saving part for tonight is off and on standby.
ice cream <3. ice cream <3. ice creaaaam <3.

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20:19

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be bad, be mine.
but it is amazing,
how fast people learn under my watch.

oh-la-la.

but i am so tired of my difficult like hell sub-connections
that i just enjoy going to aquapark with bro this sunday.
we are like kids, really :D

i love aquaparks. more than anything in this world! <3

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20:15 

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19:46

！！

be bad, be mine.
俺達にはこの世界の時多分意味はあんまりしない。
だけど、この人生の結婚も四カ月でお・め・で・た・い！
すごく人間のことしちゃったんだけど、楽しめるんだ～

お前が死んだら、私も死ぬ。
忘れないでくれ。

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19:38

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be bad, be mine.
ふざけんなよ。
ホテルまで誘うなんて自分のこと低く思ってない
って気がするんで私のことどれくらい低く思うんだよ？
とんでもない話し。　言い方はマジで有り得ない。

やりたいと構うなんとか・・・ちがくね？

私が大切にしてる人こういう一生でいえんから。
ま、どうしよもねな。教えてあげる、最初からの。

正しいこと。ダメな事。届けること。許さないこと。

でもさ、ふざけんなよ（笑）
私ははセックスそこまで興味ないぞ。
そりゃすきなのに、汚いホテルは。

住む世界は違うんだもんね。

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14:57

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be bad, be mine.
ааа. образ жизни сказывается на нас критично.
вернулись домой в час, проснулись в четыре.
всю ночь маялись дурью и наконец вырубились
где-то в одиннадцать утра. проснулась в четыре.
и как мне было лень ехать на концерт, черт возьми.
снова пропустила. надеюсь, мне это снова простят.

xxx

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среда, 15 июня 2011
23:25

.それでも君はキスをくれるの?　余計につらいじゃない.

be bad, be mine.
more of being bad with women, i am nothing with them.
honestly would not imagined what could i talk in this circle.
in this range of work i am in alliance with my customers. yes.
hence i am not an such as ally to my female colleagues. yes?
at the times when they are talking backsides of the customers,
i am just talking backsides of them all instead. goes w/o saying.
but i find it nice that being given a body of a women, i just got
something else inside. it gives some.. opportunities and aims:D

but night, that is simply how i have been raised all along.
there was not a single woman in my life to teach me.
and i find it truthworthy blessing in all the possible points.

i mean, i love my sisters. they are lovely.
but it is more than enough meeting them once in three months.
i would have never thought about asking them for support/advice.

ｘｘｘ

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15:57

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be bad, be mine.
mwahaha.
what can i get for driving without a license in our blessed land?
i hope no one will actually see it. and i hope even more than
that, that. the car will be whole until the end of the driving :D
but bro, watching me playing GTA says, i am a hopeless case.

but tis just so enjoyable that i can not resist.

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15:33

~being deeply of a water element.

be bad, be mine.
aww, why am i not asking in advance.)
if he is having a birthday 5 days from me,
that means we are in the range of someone
like you again. and that is just the question
of time when flowers will turn into miroirs.
and then into smashing pieces from them.

you asked for a chance, here is a chance.
one of those not many second chances )
make it right with someone, who is like you.

yay, that is funny he is of the same year as bro.
making point of the fact that bro and Ryu have
their birthdays on the same day, night night night.

we are all fucked up in predestined numbers.

:lol:

i just find it funny, how these people used to find me.
as if they knew already where to look in the first place.
you know, a definite gps oriented point on the maps :b

let it be, let it be.

yesterday i was told that i would better not being
生まれて変わる　as someone, apart from Japanese.
i agree with all my hands. let me stay in my home.
always, no matter what. 何回も生まれて変わっても。

but we had that talk with bro some time past days.
about being suchi and about being eaten without
paying debts. i wonder if he ever going to forgive me
those three million, i spent. on some christmas day
or whatsoever. <3

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14:04

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be bad, be mine.
yeah yeah yeahs.
i will be finally taken for a drive by Katsu.
i am honestly being surprised at times,
that none of us actually have a car here.
i mean, why do you need a car in Tokyo?
when you are blessed by the allmighty JR.
and traffic jams only take your precious time.

but i miss that feeling of being half down the window,
enjoying the nature and running aside forests and all.
i am kinda happy for a chance. <3.

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вторник, 14 июня 2011
11:59

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be bad, be mine.
я не очень понимаю смысл того чтобы тратить
30 тыс.йен каждый сезон на лотерейные билеты.
теория вероятности в моей голове говорит что фиг.
но мы аккуратно продолжаем покупать.

забавно, что меня в это тоже втянули.

очарование наших билетов состоит в том что
в любом случае их стоимость возвращается.
поэтому это еще больше не имеет смысла w

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