stop siding around and come home already.

братец удивительно прав, умеет вправлять мне голову.
поэтому я даже пересмотрела свою глупость и поняла
что наверное надо возвращаться числа этак 21-23 декабря.
Рождество у нас не государственный праздник, но все же.
23 - день рождения нашего прекрасного императора *___*.
...
rambling, somehow.
to think of it, やっぱり、we don't date in our wonderful society :O
there are most of girls, dreaming about marriage all their life
in the terms of already mentioned today love, marriage, sex
(いやだいやだ感じ!) but actually this wonderful formula ends
up in giving your info on dating services after you become 25,
marrying the very first candidate, rapidly having kids and enjoy
(oh enjoy!) for the rest of your life kitchen, kids and maybe hurt.

there are unique adorable types who open their eyes in the morning
and think - it will do or it won't do. so we do come from the technical
sides. and that's the best option to my simple and humble opinion )
there's rule (8435793?) which claims that it's okey if there's a lack of
sex color here, you should water your tree and make a happy family.

as one of my favorite persons says,
someone has to be at the kitchen, someone is just good at sex
i do think that people who proudly claim that they don't care about,
are so lame, the lamest, sadly lame. that's why our society is wretched.
at least, 80 percents. but as that persons says, blessed we are to not x)

the point i wanted to bring is not about sex (surprisingly!)
but about that it's so rare to see dating couples and interlocked hands.
if it's not about school guys (when it's often quite nice with just it, true)
or 明るい女学生, who still believe in love and all that jazz and being all
inspired on a Valentine's Day so 14th Feb you can see a lot of them.
i don't quite know why some guys come down to keep dating them (
just had my sister dreamed about marriage as usual and left dumped.
i would say, is that for reputation? no way university stuff will go into
marriage in mostly cases, no no no. i feel sorry for my sister, really.

she's so bright and open and sincere with that sound of wanting to
get along with others when they get drunk or talk sweet nonsense,
there're millions of such girls, who end up the stereotypical wife or
leaving all the life in the parent's house. they are just way too bright.
and kind. i can't keep up with that long, that's why i come home
(my previous home in Kanagawa) very very rarely. can't keep up.

being the type who always opened eyes in the morning, i actually
never dated properly. like, before i used to date out a lot. heaps.
it's commonly known and makes people say that i love to deceive.
aw, that time i just wanted to try that new kind of having fun, yup.
in most cases it was deadly bore, though. nonsensely tremendous.
i was young, curious and quite random that time, i must admit )

these days when i feel like being taken out - i just ask that.
in general it means i'm going to eat a lot or go to Yokohama.
i'm soooo primitive in being keen on favorite places and food.
and with my awesome brother we act like a school-kids hell yeah.

back sits, interlocked hands, Disney.
i told him once i never want to lose the child part of mine.
a lot of in-love kids should see us as a good example
i feel really fifteen, sometimes. it's such a nice feeling.
would want to keep it forever, 絶対ー!

i want to go to Disney and see Micky and eat sweets.
January is coming soon.

@темы: embracing the heart, in all its grandeur, crowned with snow, blue lights of lust, dreams, we're dreaming, our morbidly pleasant place, dolls through people