馬鹿馬鹿しい、わたし。
i never could make my desires less obvious.
in such a case that means a broken pride and
someone's satisfaction cos' i'm lacking that so.
i'm lacking that arrogance, persistence and all.

that's why they're so easy to got me.

i suck, competing with such types, always do.
it's not that they're hell differ from the others,
but the means they use.. no ever can compete.
i didn't even try in the first place.

congrates, little princess.
that's a fucking epic fail, as it seems atm, m.
and he knew, he so damn knew i went caught.

there's probably only something, i can win by.
but that needs a contact way. not distant one.
awww, damn. i so hate to lose even in this way!
why am i so addicted to such desperate types?

i wish i could be saved, sometimes.
sooo many sins that never are to be atoned, huh?