what i needed was 3 hours extra sleep,
i couldnt get from when i stepped out the plane.
i am back to my wisest and throughseeing self.

people dont tell in (not) my bed, that i am scary.
and that they cant trust me and cant close their eyes.
thats the worsest thing ever and makes me crying.
good sex is made out of meeting halfways.

in my わがまま　case - thousands of three quarters.
but telling that i am scary like hell down my eyes?

yuks\\
its been a while since people have been afraid of me.

i need some relax, meet Naoki and Shimi this week.
organize choco cake meeting with someone and maybe
run down the way to a real mansion, full of ancient books.

today i saw in my dream how we watch circles on the water.
that means we will be doing fine this century while others die.
great.