sometimes tis useless to look for the second thought in my actions.
sometimes tis just i want to get it and i already got it no matter what
stuff. and sometimes - i lose interest after getting only the half of that.
you should be a god (if not family) to make me be interested longer.

and even being one, caring like impossible about my nature.
people like that can get a chance to become my family once.
others share the sharp thoughts about what they have missed.

in this world, i am something which being missed, causes pain.
not just after, times passes, years passes and then it nocks it.
i told so many times, everyone returns to me no matter what.
undone and into pieces, claiming the eternal needness in myself.

thats who i am and that who they are.
i love this world?