today i was eating tuna and egg sandwiches with coffee
and wanted to believe in all the rose unicorns in the world.
following the sad question, why wont you 声出す for me
tonight? i would said, the unicorns take a lot of my time.
i have a shamrock in my blood, i cant be that unlucky.
fuck, no. not now, at least.

we discussed with bro my possibility (not realizing)
to work in 性俗. i love this stuff a lot, i know it great.
but gods see, i would be burned out in one week yup.
not to mention that i hate random unsweet randomness.
it is gonna be something less risky for my eternal health.
i know i would never done this, but i love to talk about it.
i love to know that we can talk about it freely anytime.

today was the last day of the BARGAIN. i stroke down
the streets of Shibuya, in a desperate search of something.
we have no place for clothes anymore and i am really fed up
with buying one, so i ended up with just one great long coat.
in our terms of fashion for 4000 yen. bro gave me 1500 for fun,
so i managed to change into yen everything that i kept before:O

gonna take my sadness-present money from Ryu.
and buya green kettle, aha. we need a kettle home!
i cant live without hot tea anymore to think about it.

yeah, seems like everything is much 平和。
central mansion is on monday and 7:1, i will mess it up again.
but who cares, i love it. i adored that place in the first place yes.
i am happy with mu life in its whole.

just, this nausea is frustrating.
and i wake up everyday at 4 am cos of bro. yay-yay.

two good things for today -
sending cards is actually 70 yen each so i am in again <3
my 15 kg clothes came here and yeah yeah yeahs great.

by the very way, 1 kyu class is awesomely fucked up
in a good meaning. that is the level, i was longing for long.
i am satisfied. and i do enjoy the class, speaking honestly.
just getting up at 4 am and このままー＞・＜