i can not be judged, misunderstood or blamed for this.
but if you tell me - i want you to stop doing that, i stop.
honestly, stop. but we both know, it will lead to the point,
where instead destroying the outer world, i will destroy in.

if i come to destroy inside, i wont keep this home. ねー
the only possible cure from my eternal mess is balance.
that person gave me that. nothing other ever matters at.

in comparison to my oath, it is nothing.
but it is somehow making me whole enough.
that person ties my hands down when i want
to burn everything down. give him that, please.

that is something, only someone like him could do.
something, damn very human. and taste of cruelty.
yes, i was imbalanced. but i knew from the start -
i wont be asking you about this. because tis human.
...
i have been there, i have returned from there.
i have seen so many people, wasted and burned..
i have seen them higher and i have seen them down.
i know how it looks like, when you dont the hell care.

you care.
probably, you are morbidly pride, egoistic, overconfident.
able to break easy enough, able to make me beg and cry.
able to make my pride burn out in a glance.

but you are not wasted and never will be.
i have seen your eyes deep down enough.
people like you, rule. order. obtain the all.

probably, for the price of keeping themselves from love.

it is not a play for the play, meaningless and lame.
it is quite of a dollmaking, my friend. water and water.
water always tries to obtain water.

i can give up in that, i will. your eyes totally worth it.
...
and i will see you in ten years,
i know where you will be.
i will be near. always near.

真面目な人ー

君がいると・・・

私がいるとなんだろね。