wow, i dont remember when i became so slim in all
that ended up being able to buy everything from the net,
being sure that it would fit including the most high boots.
overknee. dark brown. leather. dream みたい boots <3

i am loosing the weight greatly here.
no food at home. in despair run to the central mansion.
no food there (!) all my food expences (~ 8000 yen)
are going to the clothes and other quite unneeded stuff.
i eat out five times a week 位 and it changes nothing.

i am losing weight abnormally beautiful.
i dont remember when i saw myself like this ever.
...
tomorrow is chinese food, imperial gardens, coffee latte.
that is why today i am sleeping ゆっくり at home with sweets.
thinking about how ばか i am, waiting for the official letter with
invitation. it is time to get i do not need invitations over there.
いつでも行けるところ。 i can just mail before i use the elevator.
*i am here!*. and i still cant get used to this fact ever.
that this central mansion is my personal salvation place.