* 港区、５０ｍ２、新しくできたマンション。
＝４００．０００＄
for that only i long and will do my best.
and already broke bros hesitations *)
it is not gonna be very easy at all. ><
with keeping the life, we re leading now.
with my wishes for Paris\Hawaii every three months.
with spending (stupidly?) 6000$ a month on having fun.
with being the ones, we are.
but i do not need less.
nest year we will buy this house, i promise myself.
i will build up one more central mansion for ourselves.
in the very heart of Tokyo. that what i was dreamt of.
pretty much long.
* second time going to the 歯医者。５分かかったんだ☆
* even in a gods blessed land like hours, where you can marry in 10 minutes,
we could not managed it cos bro forgot about the fact we do need the signs.
and he is even more troubled in getting one. as to me, i will try to ask Ryu
sign it and i do not honestly know how more excessive than that i can go )
but if i can not marry both and can not break my oath, at least i will put the
names in one paper for the rest of my life
humans do not do this stuff.
they do not ask their lovers to be their men of honour. i wonder why, i am not
asking sister for that. in the first place. why i am going to ask that person.
the answer is simple. i am trusting him the most without any particular reason,
based on blood-something. that is insane. bro promised to say nothing and do
keep his lips shut. usual people do not need to know about the certain detailes.
that is as insane as only we could manage. not in human terms.
out of something, which is called common sense over here and all.
because it makes no sense for someone, outside myself. greatly.
he might refuse to do that. everyone would do that.
but i am a little princess who needs to be cared about.
that is of the priority.
sometimes i think, i am using these two both.
sometimes i think, it is only my 気のせい。
in the very end, that is the source of my lifestream.
and i talked with bro about jisatsu (suicide it is).
he told me that if i ever do that he will end up completely broke.
i never thought the expences on jisatsu are so extremely high :O
no matter how you do that and where you do that. quite interesting.
will think about it.
...
whats the way of love?