hun, i have only one question left.
if i felt as it felt and i forced the most of this play -
why the hell i was free to do that in the first place?
quite long until that ultimately unbearable state?..

the emotional part was shut down from the start.

was it me that greatly above my seven hundred age
or was it someone that weak to let me do as i please?
no matter how you think of it, your friend was right on.

ばかやろ。

this makes me smile after all and from now on.

if people like you (my close reflections) can not say me - *no*.
what i am going to do with the rest and usual ones?

bro hit the point -- i am gonna hell love my job.
it is always nice to enjoy something, you are good at.
you want to be even better at. it gives you satisfaction.

always.