sometimes it becomes freaking irritating,
how bros drawing attention of different 外人 girls on streets.
but i do not even have to do something, he is beautifully cold.
not even intentionally cold -- just simply indifferent to this all.

recently i have been thinking, that people in Tokyo (hence the
best ones) have no interest at all in mixed blood. sometimes it
goes even up to the straight hate. for example, Ryu. quite of the
best ones, minding his current status and the future one as well.
is taking foreigners as a subject of play, fun, shorttime interest.
he loves Japan desperately. we all are. denying everything apart.

i was just thinking in terms of my favorite sociology the procent of
international marriages in Tokyo and everything leads to the point,
where everyone, who has brains would not make that even for money.
taking care of someone, who has no rights is quite much めんどくさい。
again, the ones who come to that are the 40-50 salarymen who live
somewhere in Fukuoka or even more tremendous 田舎。

everyone wants to keep his blood clean in the land, like this.

so i am always surprised of all those stupid foreign girls,
who think that only coming there will lead him to a paradise
with beautiful marriage, beautiful house and japanese world.
ha-huh.

i love to see fails. i love to see how these people fail.
...
on the other hand, my mum is saying i am (was) the perfect match *)
my adorable cousin is doing his best on Fuji TV, why have not i married him DD
going without saying the marriage within family it could have been. so so canon.

i love our society, it is so flashing.
...
i am not like my brother, うまい。 he is great in indifference.
i am emotionally unstable like a definite storm in a glass.
showing out my hate and love freely. それはしかたないかな？

trying to protect what i love, respectively.